失望

今天, 十一月二十四日, 是一个雨天。 我的心情就像今天的天气一样，有点灰，有点阴，有点冷，有点失望。

我终于把礼物送给你。虽然我早就预料到你会这样应我，我还是感到有一点失望。一句（哦，谢谢）和一则简讯（谢谢你的礼物）就没下文了，心里有多么可望你能告诉我你有多么的喜欢那一份礼物，我就心满意足了。

我不干可望你会买一份回礼，因为我在你的心里毫无地位。
不过，我还是只希望终有一天，你能看一看我，对我笑一笑，与我分享你的喜怒哀乐。

你的笑容能点亮我的黑暗，空虚的世界。
你所说的每一句话，我都记得清清楚楚。

Blue Blue Monday

Monday...so blue...became bluer when I got to know Tombyong din come to work coz for the past weekend, he practically burn in office...so today he take 1 day off to accompany his honey...The killer blow that makes is super blue for me...she said to me, 你干麻这样凶!!! Because of this...I feel so 闷...我也不想对你那么凶的...对你那么凶, 我自己也很心痛, 有如万箭钻过我的心...我还买了你的圣诞节礼物...心真痛啊!!!

My mum is sick...

Juz reached house after accompanying my mum to the doctor at Ang Mo Kio...Doc gave her an injection to stop her from vomitting...According to the doc, she has stomach flu, as a result, she will throw up anything that she eats...so by 11pm just now, she is completely cannot move her 4 limbs...Woke my dad up to accompany her downstairs while i get the car to drive her to Ang Mo Kio...

Doctor says the effect of the injection will only be seen 30 min later...so here i am...monitoring the situation...Hopefully she is fine by then...Praying hard...

Grace's Birthday Dinner

Last friday (10/11/2006) , we celebrated Grace's birthday at a Japanese charcoal grill restaurant at Vivo City called Shin Kushiya. I made a reservation for 9 person for 7pm but in then end, I arrived late...Why? Coz of unexpected events happening in the CBD and the road to Vivo City around the time that I am setting off. Due to a dunnoe what bull race which is a marathon, the roads at Shenton Way and 1 lane of Robinson Road are sealed off. As a result, traffic at Robinson Road come to a standstill and because the sealing off of Shenton way, I have to find an alternative route and the route that comes to my mind is frm Alexandra. Route longer, so time longer...in the end, reach ard 7.30pm bah...

Food at the restaurant is not bad. Service is excellent...the waitress practically go through every item on the menu!!! By the way, my attention is caught either with her servicing attitude or the good looks of her...hahaha...Pricing wise is a little on the high-end side lor, so I strongly advised ppl going there to bring a calculator to calculate before ordering bah if u are quite concerned abt pricing sort of person. Nevertheless, we all had a great time there, spending the evening with Grace and Jeremy. Other than treating them, we also prepared a little gift for Grace which is a very nice necklace and a handmade card from Erna with all our well wishes in it.

3 types of salts served in the restaurant

(From left: Green Tea Salt, Chilli Salt, Sour Plum Salt)

Gift Presentation...

A Happy Birthday Girl!!!

Finale Picture...hehe...Flowers courtesy of Ms Tan...

领悟 : 有得必有失

Listening to Stephanie Sun's songs now...amazingly, I felt calmer liaoz...anyways...for the benefit for those ppl who dun understand the title...it says "Enlightenment: When one gain something, one will sure lose another thing"

For my case, I gain more friends thru Tombyong but I also lost some. I think this is the case for both Tombyong n me bah...

Today, go lunch with Andrew, Pei Ling and him at 2pm...They all waited for me until 2pm then have lunch...I am so touched...Thinking back, I think I need to apologise to Tombyong for flying kite on one of the lunch days...ahem...that time when Marvin is in SG for training. Sorry for my impatience and insensitivity...By the way, Tombyong...I think the condition to fulfil our pact is satisfied today liaoz...hahaha

The pact between Tombyong and me :
当只剩下我们两个人一起吃午饭时, 便差不多是时候了。。。怎么办？

Today's mood : Light drizzle

Today basically started off with a wrong note bah...

First thing...production issue...rush rush rush...at last out by 2pm liaoz...
Second thing...someone hit on my soft spot again...feel discouraged, so decided to update my resume on jobsdb...
Lastly...feel very unproductive...

Viva la Vivo

Yes yes yes...after all the hoo-haa about the new shopping mall in Singapore, I finally stepped into Vivo City with my bro, his wife, my nephew and my mum. My bro wanna to go there to explore this new so-called the new shopping heaven in Singapore, so we set off to Vivo City ard 3.15pm bah. Reached there ard 4pm. Spotted something interesting in the carpark. Think the carpark is really too big bah...so they put something like this...

A piece of paper to remind u where ur car is parked.

The map indicating where is the nearest lift lobby. (Located just above the papers)

The first shop we visited is a boutique for adults and kids. Thinking of buying jackets for my Taiwan trip but too expensive already...$500 for a piece of jacket...wah biang...wonder when can I spend this kind of money on a jacket...Anyways, in that shop, we managed to get a new set of clothes for my cute little nephew. Continued with some window shopping until we stopped at for a bite at Carl's Jr. Before that, we spotted this walking advertisement in the shopping mall...

Sweat-driven occupation...Literally...

Well...the shopping mall is quite huge but the crowd is also not too small either...Practically squeezing and hardly able to browse in shops given the amount of ppl there...so juz walk walk...Finally, went to Giant hypermart to buy something before calling a day at this new shopping mall. My first impression points : 5

Why? Too many ppl, shops to crampy. So why I still give 5? Coz got chio bu to see bah...ahahaha

I need someone to talk to!!!

Already cried one round before writing this blog...now, still crying as I try to piece my thoughts for this entry...

Today is a very very bad day emotionally for me...Been trying to control my emotions for the whole day and also the past few weeks. Think I just cannot control anymore just now...juz broke out and cry...

I just wanted to pour my emotions to someone who is willing to see me cry and hear all my grumblings. Where are you, my friends??? So far, only 1 friend has really seen me cry but somehow even that person also failed to notice my very down feelings... My good friend, Tombyong, is too close to me, so telling him wun work for me...

It is evident that I have not been in the best of mood these days...BUT no one noticed!!! Can really see how much I weigh in other ppl's eyes...