Yet another OT day...

Today seems like another OT day for me. Going back to office and do work...Been having such kind of OT days quite frequently recently. Need to complete quite a bit of work in a fairly short amount of time. Pushing myself to expedite things up.

Today it is a first for me...first time opening our company's door...in the end kicks off the alarm and the alarm guy gotta call me to tell me how to deactivate it. First time OT-ing alone...quite fun...Playing Jay's new album songs and singing to it loudly, makes me feel that I am not like OT-ing...Coz of that, I am able to achieve what I wanted to do today. Pack up happily at 5.30pm and head for home...First time able to see sun setting on my way home...but something juz destroy my day...

I have a habit of tunning to 933 during my journey home in the car. The DJ is reading out some sms by a listener to another person, asking that someone to wait for her while she sorted out what she gotta do. Then the DJ said something which direct hit on my soft spot...No matter how beautiful things are now, there are still ppl out there experiencing unhappy things or waiting for happiness, so treasure all the beautiful things you have now. I almost cried.

Back at home, watched this movie on cable toking abt our purpose in life. Want to achieve something great or just a simple life...I prefer the latter...

Patience...

Patience is running dry for me nowadays...Been rather impatient to my family and friends recently...Has a feeling that I have been pushed to the edge liao...1 more push and I will blow... Dunnoe what has changed me... maybe work...maybe food...maybe environment...maybe the tot of growing old alone...maybe too many things are being decided and done in the last min...Sigh...I also dunnoe...Has a feeling that I keep chasing for time and my body is tired ler... Signs...

Talking abt tot of growing old alone, I remembered a close gal friend of mine (around my age) who always used to say this to me whenever I grumbled about not finding my Ms Right. Today is her big day...Ms Banana...We are very good friend and colleague in my previous company...Can say that she helped me a lot in areas which I needed her help...Really glad and happy for her that she has found her Mr Right.

Another who is going to have his wedding is my good buddy Yong...Ya he finally proposed to Shan aka sao zi... Really happy for them... They are really a pair of 金童玉女.

Gaming Session @ Settler's Cafe

Yesterday, I met up with some of my friends for a gaming/dinner session at the Settler's Cafe @ Central. Although juz met up with some of them maybe 2 to 3 weeks ago, but feel so happy to gather together to play games. Somehow, during the games, the little kid that still lives in a portion of our hearts took over and we all are shouting and teasing each other like never before. Unknowingly, such good times always seemed to pass so fast...and soon its time for all of us to end the session and headed for our home...Sent Yong home to Tampines...Wanted to see Emily who is sick but she already slept and resting...Hope she will be well for our next session. Looking forward to see her next session.